dietdiscourse:

As many of you know my mother has been diagnosed with terminal cancer in a very late stage.

The last her doctor has told us is that it could be any day now, she has weeks at best. She herself is very tired and in a lot of pain and wants all to end as quickly and peacefully as possible.

My birthday is this sunday, I have never spent a single birthday without my mom. Unfortunately I only got permission at work until next thursday to leave, but I dont have enough for the bus tickets and to cover the days without pay I’ll take especially since i cover as much as i can of her pain medication, oxygen tank and the rent of the especial hospital bed she uses.

please if any of you can help with anything i’ll be deeply grateful, I just wanna spend one last birthday with the human being i have loved the most in my whole life , my paypal is paypal.me/heyxo or cats.and.lollipops@gmail.com, thank you in advance and also for all your kind words

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devotiontoself:

Ask yourself why you do what you do. Why do you react that way…? Why do you withdraw or want to fight or throw yourself into anything else when faced with stress? Why do you feel the desire to fall back on behaviors & patterns you want to move from when you’re met with a certain situation? You can identify the root, but then you have to pull it. You can get caught up in trying to identify and find the source of your suffering and think when you’ve found it you’re done. Once you find the source & put your attention on it, it begins to dissipate. When you sit with it and work to understand what it’s trying to teach you it dissolves even more. This isn’t a one time process, you can return again and again to the same root source before it’s been dissolved and released. So be patient but continue to examine your actions & speech for self-understanding.